Tuesday, December 2, 2008

Clairvoyance

I was driving home a few days ago, and all of a sudden- everything made sense. Like everything. All of the uncertainties I've been having about various things- I now understand them. Such a weird feeling. Liberating.

I know why my homelife is the way it is, and it has way more to do with my bitchiness from quitting smoking.

I know the real reason Scottie contacted me after all these years. If you would have been straight up with me from the jump, we could have left out a lot of the unnecessary stuff.

I know what is holding me back from furthering myself in pursuing another career option, and why exactly it is holding me back.

I know what the things are that I need in life, what the things are that I want, and what the difference is between them.

I know what my deepest fears are, and they are not entirely what I thought they were.

And most importantly, I know who stole the cookie from the cookie jar.

12 comments:

Mama Mara said...

And exactly what hallucinogen are we dabbling in today, my dear?

Can I have some?

Sharon daVanport said...
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Sharon daVanport said...

I've experienced these kinds of moments of clarity. Very liberating indeed!

S~

A Bishops Wife said...

I have had these moments of enlightenment too.

I think it is God saying,
"I am here".

Casdok said...

If you could bottle it you would make a fortune!!

Tanya @ Teenautism said...

That's what I like about driving! It helps me figure out my life, except for all the other cars.

mommy~dearest said...

Mama Mara-
Starbuck's Christmas Blend. It's like crack. I swear it will make you want to clean the house and do all sorts of other wacky stuff!

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How do you do that? I didn't know you can delete comments!?! Cool. But not cool because now I want to know what was said, then not said! :) Oh- it was a duplicate comment. Gotcha.

*sigh*
More Christmas Blend.

J said...

Clarity is a rare thing indeed. Perhaps we should all get Starbucks Christmas Blend--especially during this crazy season where everything can turn into a blur!

Heike said...

Yep, I have to 'fess up. It was me, i took the cookie. Off to Starbucks now....

Nicki said...

I had a moment like that once, many years ago. I was smoking w*** at the time, though. Does it still count?

Marla said...

Wow. I am glad someone has it all put together. I sure don't. I love the comment above mine.;)

FatcatPaulanne said...

I wish I could get a moment like that!