I was driving home a few days ago, and all of a sudden- everything made sense. Like everything. All of the uncertainties I've been having about various things- I now understand them. Such a weird feeling. Liberating.
I know why my homelife is the way it is, and it has way more to do with my bitchiness from quitting smoking.
I know the real reason Scottie contacted me after all these years. If you would have been straight up with me from the jump, we could have left out a lot of the unnecessary stuff.
I know what is holding me back from furthering myself in pursuing another career option, and why exactly it is holding me back.
I know what the things are that I need in life, what the things are that I want, and what the difference is between them.
I know what my deepest fears are, and they are not entirely what I thought they were.
And most importantly, I know who stole the cookie from the cookie jar.